now i know


when you smile at me,
how nervous i get you will never see.
dreaming of you holding my hand,
i feel like i am in fairyland.
i tried to forget i actually did,
but then you smiled at me and again i fell for it.
i almost thought that things would happen,
in the end what i hoped and reality was totally different.
now i know, i finally understand.
that to you, i am just an ordinary friend.



the ever great composer,
KuGeous.